Monday, October 17, 2005

dancing with my eyes closed

something inside of me tells me to close my eyes. something told me to just enjoy the moment. roll with the beats. didnt notice whats going on around me. ignored the signs. lived in a dream that 'of course it's all ok...' but then, as always, i bumped into someone. My shoulder connected with their rib cage. coughs... chokes... cry... my arm hurts, but i imagine the pain to be worse for the chest. its such a foolish thing to dance with my eyes closed, to dance in dreams. where what you think your doing and what you are doing are two completely different things.

2 comments:

rapunzel.emma said...

I sometimes feel like I am living with eyes closed at the moment, trying to feel my way in the dark and bumping into everyone around me.

To lose yourself is sometimes necessary...?

Daniel McCosker said...

Fortunately you both have people who can offer guidance, or at least fumble along with you.

xx