well for the most part im back. i guess the worst of it is over. Those anxious tendencies of mine have died down. They leave their scars & move on. Its nice to know that Mr S was looking out for me, not that fearless me would admit i needed it!
I considered going back onto solain, but on research that can contribute to anxiety (not to mention that i didn't get any major delusions/hallucinations this time). Add to that my distrust of medication... not that i want to end up like mum... *sigh*
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Oh, honey. You won't end up like your mother. she never had the knowledge, self-awareness, support, treatment and early detection... your mother was disempowered, you are empowered.
It's really good to hear that your troubles have included less from the psychosis side of things - anxiety is much more manageable.
And I hope you know that many of us suffer from somehting... me = anxiety (kept in control mostly by drugs and keeping busy), Miss L = depression, etc.
You'll be fine. You're doing fine.
Also, please don't feel like you have to shut me out when things are bad for you - I still want to see you and do what I can to be supportive, and your friend.
I miss you.
PS Still working on the hedgehog design - it's not easy actually - but getting there.
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miss e
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