Friday, September 16, 2005

just for this moment....

after the chats, the beers, the sex. After the night of casual jokes in bed, I can tell that things are changing and soon i will need to look inward & decipher my heart. Make sense of all of this. But for now I curl into his arms and just enjoy the moment. I'll tend to my 'capacities' tommorrow. Save all my thoughs of needs & desires, of fears & past hurts, of being true to myself & being respectfull of others for some time after these arms have let me go. Save all that for later, & just let my arms curl back around him. just for this moment....

3 comments:

rapunzel.emma said...

Just roll with it honey. You analyse to much most of the time. Sometimes things are just what they seem.

*e

lukely said...

gosh, I wish someone would write such blog posts like this one about their experiences with me. I'd go all gooey on the inside for them.

brogos blog said...

Who's to say this guy wasn't already all gooey for puppet before this post, and is even more gooey-ier than before?

I'd say go for it - and see what happens, or crush him here and now, he sounds like a nice guy so that should be easy enough to do :P

Regardless of what happens - i'll speak on this guys behalf and say that it sounds like a special place has already been created in his heart for you and it can either remain at that or go from there - the choice is yours.

xoxo